Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Flash back to the past

I was doing my devotion this morning and I have this sudden urge to look at a little book that I kept notes of a while back.

In that book was notes for the leadership books I read, business ideas I had and also quotes that I wrote down.

It kinda brings me back down to my original self, and asking myself, 'this was where I was, have I reached those goals I've set?' Prob not, and I think I've went further away from those dreams and asperations than I ever could have.

Reading those quotes made me realise what I have become, and I'm not too sure I like what became of me since I last pen down those notes on that book.


Last night, before I slept, I was thinking 'If someone were to ask me 2 years back where will you be by the end of your degree?' I would have answered 'back in Sabah' in a heart beat (of cause with a clause that says i won't know what the future brings). Now I plan to stay here just a little longer to gain some experince before I head back, but is this the right choice? How long must I wait till my dreams come true? or even, will my dreams ever come true?

Only God knows, and I'll stick with what ever He got instored for me...